heaven's not enough if when you get there it's just another blue...
мотивът за скитничеството е лесно откриваем в творчеството на Ботев. а също така и в реалността. в душата.
аз виждам пътя. той е право пред мен, няма накъде да ходя, освен да го извървя. но аз не принадлежа на този път. не знам дали той принадлежи на мен. не знам дали искам да го извървя. знам, че се чувствам ужасно сама по него.
аз съм машина.
аз вървя напред и забравям. не чувствам. накълцвам на малки парчета хартия всеки, който се опита да ми прави компания. не прощавам на никого. и няма кой да ми прости.
трупа се като прах в дробовете ми. гръдният ми кош става все по-тежък всяка сутрин.
аз съм капризна. винаги избирам измежду нещата, които мога да имам. дори в момента съм в подобна ситуация на разнообразие, менюто никак не е постно, но аз избирам да стоя гладна този път.
аз нося разрухата в и със себе си. и никой, никой не може да ме постави на колене, никой не може да я спре. опиталите се само паднаха в боя. или пък се отказват и бягат далеч, криейки се зад техните си маски, в новите си роли, на новите си сцени. (да, точно за онова говоря). затова сама ще се победя. винаги съм знаела, че е по-добре човек сам да си върши работата, вместо да разчита другите да го направят вместо него.
it's time to meet myself in a self-inflicted battle. and i shall starve to death if that's what it takes to defeat me.
but i need those two warm arms to cradle my cold body afterwards.
p.s. heaven's not enough if when i'm there i don't remember you...
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Показват се публикациите с етикет Imperfect. Показване на всички публикации
вторник, 3 ноември 2009 г.
понеделник, 2 ноември 2009 г.
сряда, 19 август 2009 г.
GAYRIZONA DREAM
ARIZONA DREAM parody.
The author did not intend to mock the original product. This script is written just for fun, provoked by the strange moments in AD and some imagination. Loved the film, Kusturica rocks.
this is only a parody.
i am the author. feel free to quote, but do not paste the whole thing, link here to my blog ^^. thanks, enjoy. ^.^
OPENING SCENE, an Eskimo crashes in the ice, his god-dog* saves him and with its super powers teleports him into his igloo where he can have sex with his Eskimo wife while their son is chasing after an ultra-hard balloon which flies from Alaska to NY without bursting, but the important thing is the Eskimo’s caught a freak-fish.
*we’ll refer to that dog as god-dog because 1) it’s an ambigram and 2) the dog is like the most important character in the story, duh.
JOHNNY DEPP APPEARING
AXEL: Hi. I sleep in the garbage, because I’m sort of homeless and I don’t have a real job besides counting the fish in the water. I don’t have any friends either, ‘cause I only enjoy talking to the fish. But I’m portrayed by Johnny Depp so it’s fine, because I’m oh-so-hot. ^^ Btw, I subconsciously identify myself with a freak-fish.
…
WEIRD GAY GUY: *checking out Arnold Schwarzenegger*
WEIRD GAY GUY: *hitting on Axel*
WEIRD GAY GUY: *showing his huge, massive… gun*
AXEL: That’s hot. I’ll now let you get me drunk and then drive me to my uncle’s.
WEIRD GAY GUY is actually Paul, Axel’s cousin.
PAUL: Dude, you smell like fish… Hold me!
AXEL’S NEXT DREAM
[scene cut due to lack of sense]
SCENE WHERE LEO, AXEL’S UNCLE, IS WALKING AROUND IN ARIZONA PANTLESS, INTORDUCES HIS FIONCEE WHO CRIES BECAUSE SHE REALISES SHE’S PRACTICALLY MARRYING HER GRANDPA
[scene cut due to over-boredom]
CHILDHOOD – watching old films with Leo, Axel remembers his youth.
AXEL: I didn’t want to come to your wedding ‘cause I kinda blame you for my parents’ death, but it’s okay now, don’t cry, Leo. Damn, you smell nice.
LEO: Live with me for a while.
AXEL: No problem, but don’t you dare think about turning me into you! I want to be homeless and smell like fish!
LEO: kk.
IN THE CINEMA
SOME DOG: *runs and goes into the hall*
PAUL: What d’you know, it’s a giant banana and it’s coming out of my pants, LOL! And now I’m gonna pretend to be a heterosexual for a while by finger-banging that chick in the front row!
AXEL: *leans over to watch them closely* Ew.
SCENE WHERE AXEL MEETS ELAINE AND GRACE IN THE CADILLAC STORE
[scene cut due to the over-length of Fay Dunaway’s legs and/or the over-suicidal behaviour of Grace]
WTF THEY’RE ALL DINING AT ELAINE’S
ELAINE: I’m obsessed with Papua New Guinea.
GRACE: I like turtles. I like them very much. I play with them. When I die, I want to be a turtle so that it’ll be normal for me to bang them all day long. Forever.
PAUL: *throws sth under the table* Oops, now I’ll have to lick Elaine’s gorgeous leg, because you still don’t suspect how gay I actually am.
AXEL: Damn you, Paul, why can’t you lick mine?
GRACE: NO NO NO TURTLES ARE A BETTER TOPIC THAN NEW GUINEA, YOU CAN’T PERSUADE ME ELAINE YOU KILLED MY FATHER #$%^&*() I’M GOING TO KILL MYSELF, I CAN’T TAKE IT ANY MORE!
GRACE: *bungee jumps with her tights*
GRACE: *survives*
THE SUPER ROMANTIC SCENE:
ELAINE: Once upon a time, when I was young, I wanted to fly.
ELAINE & AXEL: *fly while sitting around the coffee table in the yard*
THE NEXT MORNING:
PAUL: I only wear black. I’m hot.
AXEL: Elaine’s hotter. I’ll build her a flying machine, because I so desperately want to get laid.
GRACE: I have an accordion!
AXEL: According to Paul, men killed the dinosaurs. He’s kinda dumb, but still hot. Anywayz, Elaine is hotter. *hooks up with her*
GOD-DOG: *bark*
AXEL’S FLYING MACHINE: *collapses in fear of the God-dog*
THE NEXT NEXT MORNING:
GRACE: *sniff-sniff* HOW COULD YOU FUCK MY MOTHER, YOU STUPID GAY MOTHERFUCKER, AHHH! *spills milk on Axel with all the hatred possible*
AXEL: Yay, now I can eat my cereal!
5-6h later
AXEL builds an air-strip or sth for the machine.
GOD-DOG supervises in a barking manner.
GRACE spoils a romantic moment between Axel and Elaine by playing her accordion.
A VERY STUPID SCENE WHERE AXEL AND ELAINE UPGRADE THE MACHINE AND AXEL FINDS A PISTOL.
[scene cut due to obvi]
THE NEXT NEXT NEXT MORNING:
LEO and PAUL arrive to retrieve AXEL who is refusing to go home.
PAUL: You’re a moron.
AXEL: No, you’re a moron.
PAUL: I’ll beat you so hard.
AXEL: Sexy.
AXEL and PAUL fight and roll around the yard.
ELAINE tells her true age to LEO, he escapes screaming, taking PAUL with him. GOD-DOG swears them in doggish.
ANOTHER WEIRD DREAM FOR AXEL:
[scene cut due to lack of sense]
THE NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT MORNING:
GRACE is smashing the machine.
AXEL repairs.
UNDEFINED MOMENT:
AXEL slides around in a trolley or sth with a table-cloth on himself.
GRACE plays on her accordion angrily.
AXEL does the chicken dance in response.
ELAINE: Have I ever told you how smoking hot you are in a table-cloth? Do me now!
AXEL: *does her on the wall and then smokes 3 cigarettes as 1*
GRACE smashes the machine. Again.
GOD-DOG sleeps.
THE NEXT^5 MORNING:
AXEL & ELAINE fly, GOD-DOG sees them off, they crash and ELAINE becomes even more retarded.
SEXY SCENE:
AXEL decides he has to use the pistol. He goes to kill GRACE, but chickens out and has sex with her instead, because that’s so like what normal people do – they either shoot guys or fuck them.
THE ULTIMATE STUPID TALENT-EVE SCENE WHERE PAUL SHOWS EVERYBODY EXACTLY HOW MUCH HE SUCKS AT ACTING:
[scene cut due to over-boredom]
LEO’S FIONCEE interrupts to say he’s dying. LEO actually dies in AXEL’s hands and flies to the Moon.
THE RETURNING:
AXEL: Elaine, sry.
ELAINE: Go away. Wait. No, go. No, wait. No. Yes. No. Yes. No, dammit!
AXEL: Ugh, no way to settle this without sex.
ELAINE: BTW, LEO’S FIONCEE is like the only cute girl you haven’t slept with yet, you should think about it!
AXEL: Yeah.. I haven’t done it with PAUL either and I think about it all.the.time. ^.^
ELAINE: *nailing stuff on/above her head* In case you haven’t noticed, I’m retarded AND bipolar! AND NOW I’M GONNA THROW THIS YELLOW TOY-PLANE ON YOU!
AXEL: Sex anyone? ;?
SOME SOMBRERO GAY HOMBRES: *playing*
AXEL & GRACE suspiciously go to da roof.
GRACE: Life’s beautiful. *gets high*
AXEL: How about making out?
GRACE: YEAHH. LIFE’S BEAUTIFUUUL.
ELAINE: *tries to kill them while flying, doesn’t succeed, tries with PAUL*
PAUL: *rolls in circles on the ground, because God-dog is not in this scene because of being busy with some divine stuff and someone just has to do the dog’s work, how else are we to convey the meaning here?!*
ELAINE’S BIRTHDAY EVE:
PAUL: Hey, Axel, I’m making this small talk because there are some 20 mins until the end of the film and I still hope we can hook up.
GOD-DOG: [translated from doggish] I’m so totally humping your leg, dude. AXEL, back off, you stupid fag, go have a threesome or sth!
[rainy stuff when everyone’s blind-walking around and GRACE destroys a toy-rider cut because of being boring]
[PAUL’s gay story cut for the same reason]
GRACE: I want you to have something.
AXEL: You want me to have the world?
GRACE: Actually, I want you to have sex with me, but sure, world works too.
AXEL: Let’s screw around together!
GRACE: Let’s screw each other!
AXEL: Nah, I’m only having sex with you once in this film and they don’t even show it.
GRACE: Damn. I’m so depressed right now. Okay, let’s wrap presents in a perfectly non-sexual way instead.
THE WEIRDEST SCENE:
PAUL: *talks to the cake*
GOD-DOG: *cuddles with PAUL*
GRACE: *kills herself ritually in white dress in the rain*
AXEL: And all of this happened just so that I could see... I subconsciously identify myself with a freak-fish!
EVERYONE: *facepalm*
THE END
The author did not intend to mock the original product. This script is written just for fun, provoked by the strange moments in AD and some imagination. Loved the film, Kusturica rocks.
this is only a parody.
i am the author. feel free to quote, but do not paste the whole thing, link here to my blog ^^. thanks, enjoy. ^.^
OPENING SCENE, an Eskimo crashes in the ice, his god-dog* saves him and with its super powers teleports him into his igloo where he can have sex with his Eskimo wife while their son is chasing after an ultra-hard balloon which flies from Alaska to NY without bursting, but the important thing is the Eskimo’s caught a freak-fish.
*we’ll refer to that dog as god-dog because 1) it’s an ambigram and 2) the dog is like the most important character in the story, duh.
JOHNNY DEPP APPEARING
AXEL: Hi. I sleep in the garbage, because I’m sort of homeless and I don’t have a real job besides counting the fish in the water. I don’t have any friends either, ‘cause I only enjoy talking to the fish. But I’m portrayed by Johnny Depp so it’s fine, because I’m oh-so-hot. ^^ Btw, I subconsciously identify myself with a freak-fish.
…
WEIRD GAY GUY: *checking out Arnold Schwarzenegger*
WEIRD GAY GUY: *hitting on Axel*
WEIRD GAY GUY: *showing his huge, massive… gun*
AXEL: That’s hot. I’ll now let you get me drunk and then drive me to my uncle’s.
WEIRD GAY GUY is actually Paul, Axel’s cousin.
PAUL: Dude, you smell like fish… Hold me!
AXEL’S NEXT DREAM
[scene cut due to lack of sense]
SCENE WHERE LEO, AXEL’S UNCLE, IS WALKING AROUND IN ARIZONA PANTLESS, INTORDUCES HIS FIONCEE WHO CRIES BECAUSE SHE REALISES SHE’S PRACTICALLY MARRYING HER GRANDPA
[scene cut due to over-boredom]
CHILDHOOD – watching old films with Leo, Axel remembers his youth.
AXEL: I didn’t want to come to your wedding ‘cause I kinda blame you for my parents’ death, but it’s okay now, don’t cry, Leo. Damn, you smell nice.
LEO: Live with me for a while.
AXEL: No problem, but don’t you dare think about turning me into you! I want to be homeless and smell like fish!
LEO: kk.
IN THE CINEMA
SOME DOG: *runs and goes into the hall*
PAUL: What d’you know, it’s a giant banana and it’s coming out of my pants, LOL! And now I’m gonna pretend to be a heterosexual for a while by finger-banging that chick in the front row!
AXEL: *leans over to watch them closely* Ew.
SCENE WHERE AXEL MEETS ELAINE AND GRACE IN THE CADILLAC STORE
[scene cut due to the over-length of Fay Dunaway’s legs and/or the over-suicidal behaviour of Grace]
WTF THEY’RE ALL DINING AT ELAINE’S
ELAINE: I’m obsessed with Papua New Guinea.
GRACE: I like turtles. I like them very much. I play with them. When I die, I want to be a turtle so that it’ll be normal for me to bang them all day long. Forever.
PAUL: *throws sth under the table* Oops, now I’ll have to lick Elaine’s gorgeous leg, because you still don’t suspect how gay I actually am.
AXEL: Damn you, Paul, why can’t you lick mine?
GRACE: NO NO NO TURTLES ARE A BETTER TOPIC THAN NEW GUINEA, YOU CAN’T PERSUADE ME ELAINE YOU KILLED MY FATHER #$%^&*() I’M GOING TO KILL MYSELF, I CAN’T TAKE IT ANY MORE!
GRACE: *bungee jumps with her tights*
GRACE: *survives*
THE SUPER ROMANTIC SCENE:
ELAINE: Once upon a time, when I was young, I wanted to fly.
ELAINE & AXEL: *fly while sitting around the coffee table in the yard*
THE NEXT MORNING:
PAUL: I only wear black. I’m hot.
AXEL: Elaine’s hotter. I’ll build her a flying machine, because I so desperately want to get laid.
GRACE: I have an accordion!
AXEL: According to Paul, men killed the dinosaurs. He’s kinda dumb, but still hot. Anywayz, Elaine is hotter. *hooks up with her*
GOD-DOG: *bark*
AXEL’S FLYING MACHINE: *collapses in fear of the God-dog*
THE NEXT NEXT MORNING:
GRACE: *sniff-sniff* HOW COULD YOU FUCK MY MOTHER, YOU STUPID GAY MOTHERFUCKER, AHHH! *spills milk on Axel with all the hatred possible*
AXEL: Yay, now I can eat my cereal!
5-6h later
AXEL builds an air-strip or sth for the machine.
GOD-DOG supervises in a barking manner.
GRACE spoils a romantic moment between Axel and Elaine by playing her accordion.
A VERY STUPID SCENE WHERE AXEL AND ELAINE UPGRADE THE MACHINE AND AXEL FINDS A PISTOL.
[scene cut due to obvi]
THE NEXT NEXT NEXT MORNING:
LEO and PAUL arrive to retrieve AXEL who is refusing to go home.
PAUL: You’re a moron.
AXEL: No, you’re a moron.
PAUL: I’ll beat you so hard.
AXEL: Sexy.
AXEL and PAUL fight and roll around the yard.
ELAINE tells her true age to LEO, he escapes screaming, taking PAUL with him. GOD-DOG swears them in doggish.
ANOTHER WEIRD DREAM FOR AXEL:
[scene cut due to lack of sense]
THE NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT MORNING:
GRACE is smashing the machine.
AXEL repairs.
UNDEFINED MOMENT:
AXEL slides around in a trolley or sth with a table-cloth on himself.
GRACE plays on her accordion angrily.
AXEL does the chicken dance in response.
ELAINE: Have I ever told you how smoking hot you are in a table-cloth? Do me now!
AXEL: *does her on the wall and then smokes 3 cigarettes as 1*
GRACE smashes the machine. Again.
GOD-DOG sleeps.
THE NEXT^5 MORNING:
AXEL & ELAINE fly, GOD-DOG sees them off, they crash and ELAINE becomes even more retarded.
SEXY SCENE:
AXEL decides he has to use the pistol. He goes to kill GRACE, but chickens out and has sex with her instead, because that’s so like what normal people do – they either shoot guys or fuck them.
THE ULTIMATE STUPID TALENT-EVE SCENE WHERE PAUL SHOWS EVERYBODY EXACTLY HOW MUCH HE SUCKS AT ACTING:
[scene cut due to over-boredom]
LEO’S FIONCEE interrupts to say he’s dying. LEO actually dies in AXEL’s hands and flies to the Moon.
THE RETURNING:
AXEL: Elaine, sry.
ELAINE: Go away. Wait. No, go. No, wait. No. Yes. No. Yes. No, dammit!
AXEL: Ugh, no way to settle this without sex.
ELAINE: BTW, LEO’S FIONCEE is like the only cute girl you haven’t slept with yet, you should think about it!
AXEL: Yeah.. I haven’t done it with PAUL either and I think about it all.the.time. ^.^
ELAINE: *nailing stuff on/above her head* In case you haven’t noticed, I’m retarded AND bipolar! AND NOW I’M GONNA THROW THIS YELLOW TOY-PLANE ON YOU!
AXEL: Sex anyone? ;?
SOME SOMBRERO GAY HOMBRES: *playing*
AXEL & GRACE suspiciously go to da roof.
GRACE: Life’s beautiful. *gets high*
AXEL: How about making out?
GRACE: YEAHH. LIFE’S BEAUTIFUUUL.
ELAINE: *tries to kill them while flying, doesn’t succeed, tries with PAUL*
PAUL: *rolls in circles on the ground, because God-dog is not in this scene because of being busy with some divine stuff and someone just has to do the dog’s work, how else are we to convey the meaning here?!*
ELAINE’S BIRTHDAY EVE:
PAUL: Hey, Axel, I’m making this small talk because there are some 20 mins until the end of the film and I still hope we can hook up.
GOD-DOG: [translated from doggish] I’m so totally humping your leg, dude. AXEL, back off, you stupid fag, go have a threesome or sth!
[rainy stuff when everyone’s blind-walking around and GRACE destroys a toy-rider cut because of being boring]
[PAUL’s gay story cut for the same reason]
GRACE: I want you to have something.
AXEL: You want me to have the world?
GRACE: Actually, I want you to have sex with me, but sure, world works too.
AXEL: Let’s screw around together!
GRACE: Let’s screw each other!
AXEL: Nah, I’m only having sex with you once in this film and they don’t even show it.
GRACE: Damn. I’m so depressed right now. Okay, let’s wrap presents in a perfectly non-sexual way instead.
THE WEIRDEST SCENE:
PAUL: *talks to the cake*
GOD-DOG: *cuddles with PAUL*
GRACE: *kills herself ritually in white dress in the rain*
AXEL: And all of this happened just so that I could see... I subconsciously identify myself with a freak-fish!
EVERYONE: *facepalm*
THE END
неделя, 14 декември 2008 г.
ugly in the morning
знам за едно нещо, което е по-могъщо и от егоизма в човешките взаимоотношения. нещо, съвсем присъщо на човешката природа. желанието да притежаваш. да подчиняваш другия на себе си. да се чувстваш сигурен, всичко да е под контрол.
даваш на някого да вкуси сладката ти кожа, той се опиянява и се пренася в теб - малко по малко или пък бързо и рязко, но успява. и му харесва. и на теб ти харесва, защото си казваш "да, ето сега слагам нещо на масата, а той харесва офертата". мислиш, че печелиш. че този неземен вкус ще го кара да идва отново и отново, да кръжи около теб, с надеждата да му подхвърлиш поне капчица от блажените си сокове, усмихвайки се дяволито за добре свършената работа. но един ден.. се замисляш. какво ли прави през цялото време, в което не е зает да кръжи около теб? след като ти си му направила добре оферта, не е ли възможно друг също да е постъпил така? много други? не си ли просто един от изворите, до които героят се отбива, за да черпи безсмъртие? хрумва ти, че може би не си чак толкова специална. обвиняваш го, че лъже. изписваш бурята си върху него. чупиш, рушиш, събаряш, помиташ и осмиваш всичко общо в гнева си, разяждащите те съмнения оковават ръцете ти и нищо не можеш да направиш. ангелското ти лице, изтъкано от светлина, става грозно разтегната пародия на човечност. безпощадна. нелогична. защо ли? защото искаш да имаш. имаш нужда да знаеш, че ти и само ти си блаженството. че когато не кръжи около теб, просто е прекалено нещастен, за да прави каквото и да било друго. искаш да го вземеш под крилото си и да го пазиш от света. от всички онези, които не го обичат. невъзможно.
затова.. рушиш. себе си. предимно.
даваш на някого да вкуси сладката ти кожа, той се опиянява и се пренася в теб - малко по малко или пък бързо и рязко, но успява. и му харесва. и на теб ти харесва, защото си казваш "да, ето сега слагам нещо на масата, а той харесва офертата". мислиш, че печелиш. че този неземен вкус ще го кара да идва отново и отново, да кръжи около теб, с надеждата да му подхвърлиш поне капчица от блажените си сокове, усмихвайки се дяволито за добре свършената работа. но един ден.. се замисляш. какво ли прави през цялото време, в което не е зает да кръжи около теб? след като ти си му направила добре оферта, не е ли възможно друг също да е постъпил така? много други? не си ли просто един от изворите, до които героят се отбива, за да черпи безсмъртие? хрумва ти, че може би не си чак толкова специална. обвиняваш го, че лъже. изписваш бурята си върху него. чупиш, рушиш, събаряш, помиташ и осмиваш всичко общо в гнева си, разяждащите те съмнения оковават ръцете ти и нищо не можеш да направиш. ангелското ти лице, изтъкано от светлина, става грозно разтегната пародия на човечност. безпощадна. нелогична. защо ли? защото искаш да имаш. имаш нужда да знаеш, че ти и само ти си блаженството. че когато не кръжи около теб, просто е прекалено нещастен, за да прави каквото и да било друго. искаш да го вземеш под крилото си и да го пазиш от света. от всички онези, които не го обичат. невъзможно.
затова.. рушиш. себе си. предимно.
събота, 9 август 2008 г.
Weak and Powerless
Little angel, go away
Come again some other day
The Devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
Come again some other day
The Devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
понеделник, 26 ноември 2007 г.
Haemorrhage.
Пирони навсякъде, а ти просто... мислиш. Давай тогава, you clever boy.
Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard
And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off
Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong
It's all over but the crying
*
Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries
Don’t fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding
Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard
And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off
Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong
It's all over but the crying
*
Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries
Don’t fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding
сряда, 14 ноември 2007 г.
Give us life again...
I am outside and
I've been waiting for the sun
with my wide eyes.
I've seen worlds that don't belong.
My mouth is dry
with words i cannot verbalize.
Tell me why
we live like this?
*
Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent.
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again...
'Cause I fear I might break
And I fear I can't take it
Some night I'll lie awake
Feeling empty...
*
If you wanna play it like a game,
Well, come on, come on, let's play!
'Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Then have to forget you for one whole minute.
*
You're what keeps me believing
the world's not long dead,
strength in my bones
put the words in my head
when they pour out to paper -
it's all for you
cuz that's what you do.
*
Keep me safe inside,
your arms like towers
tower over me.
неделя, 30 септември 2007 г.
Ти си роза, ти си крем, а аз съм хероин.
Следите от иглите на устните ти
се появяват по кожата ми на лунна светлина.
Мъчи те тежка зависимост, а добре знаем,
че хероинът е далеч от вода.
[17:33:27]Той каза: Не и каквато искам. Нищо не може да замести теб.
се появяват по кожата ми на лунна светлина.
Мъчи те тежка зависимост, а добре знаем,
че хероинът е далеч от вода.
[17:33:27]Той каза: Не и каквато искам. Нищо не може да замести теб.
събота, 22 септември 2007 г.
Чекмеджетата, Pt 2
Безкрайно прожектиращите се киноленти в главата ми изморяват.
Пързалям се по парапетите на съдбата, но мислите ми изостават.
Ветровете на есента драскат страните ми, оставят белези.
Нараняват.
Топлината ти не стига тук, не съживява очите ми.
Изстиват.
Сивотата ме тика към спомените или пък спомените към нея -
изпиват
цветовете на всичко наоколо.
В неестествеността на киноефектите
намирам себе си сред маските.
Аз съм сянката, която танцува.
Прозрачна като леден дъжд,
запечатал в себе си достатъчно,
за да може душата ми да плува.
Поеми си дълбоко въздух и виж отражението си в мен още веднъж.
[Затова нямам коментар, освен че се мразя]
Пързалям се по парапетите на съдбата, но мислите ми изостават.
Ветровете на есента драскат страните ми, оставят белези.
Нараняват.
Топлината ти не стига тук, не съживява очите ми.
Изстиват.
Сивотата ме тика към спомените или пък спомените към нея -
изпиват
цветовете на всичко наоколо.
В неестествеността на киноефектите
намирам себе си сред маските.
Аз съм сянката, която танцува.
Прозрачна като леден дъжд,
запечатал в себе си достатъчно,
за да може душата ми да плува.
Поеми си дълбоко въздух и виж отражението си в мен още веднъж.
[Затова нямам коментар, освен че се мразя]
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