Haemorrhage.

Пирони навсякъде, а ти просто... мислиш. Давай тогава, you clever boy.

Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard
And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off
Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong
It's all over but the crying

*
Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Don’t fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

I'm not guilty anymore...

Това е гадно някакси.

Цялата агресия, желанието да рушиш, да нараниш. Да го обвиняваш, да го обиждаш, да го накараш да трепери на мястото си като малко листо на самотно дърво през октомври. Да искаш да усетиш безпомощното блясъче в погледа му и да не спираш, докато не те застави странната тишина от липсата ти на сърдечен ритъм. Знаеш каква ще е картинката - ще паднеш на земята, сърцето ти изведнъж ще задумка много яростно, а той ще се чуди как да започне. Ще се отбранява, ще се засегне, после ще атакува, ще нарани теб, след това наистина ще се получвства виновен, понеже ще те вижда премазана от собствената си грешка... Ще поплачете, ще забравите и след един месец пак ще се случи. Или два, три. Какво значение има наистина?

Цялата насилствена грубост в търсенето на нежност, в жаждата. Тъй като няма какво реално да постигнеш, си го спестяваш. И спестяваш. И спестяваш, и спестяваш, и спестяваш...

Закъде?

Защо обичаш толкова виновен човек?
Защо човекът, когото обичаш, е толкова виновен?

Thursday night, everything's fine, except you've got that look in your eye

when i'm tellin' a story and you find it boring,

you're thinking of something to say.

You'll go along with it then drop it and humiliate me infront of our friends.

Then i'll use that voice that you find annoyin' and say something like

"yeah, intelligant imput, darlin', why don't you just have another beer then?"

Then you'll call me a bitch and everyone we're with will be ebarrased,

and i wont give a shit.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,

and i know that i should let go,

but i can't.

And everytime we fight i know it's not right,

everytime that you're upset and i smile.

i know i should forget,

but i can't.

You said I must eat so many lemons

'cause i am so bitter.

I said "i'd rather be with your friends mate 'cause they are much fitter."

Yes, it was childish and you got agressive,

and i must admit that i was a bit scared,

but it gives me thrills to wind you up.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,

and i know that i should let go,

but i can't.

And everytime we fight i know it's not right,

everytime that you're upset and i smile.

i know i should forget,

but i can't.

Your face is pasty 'cause you've gone and got so wasted, what a suprise.

Don't want to look at your face 'cause it's makin' me sick.

You've gone and got sick on my trainers,

I only got these yesterday.

Oh, my gosh, i cannot be bothered with this.

Well, i'll leave you there 'til the mornin',

and i purposly wont turn the heating on

and dear God, i hope i'm not stuck with this one.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,

and i know that i should let go,

but i can't.

And everytime we fight i know it's not right,

everytime that you're upset and i smile.

i know i should forget, but i can't.

Give us life again...

I am outside and

I've been waiting for the sun

with my wide eyes.

I've seen worlds that don't belong.

My mouth is dry

with words i cannot verbalize.

Tell me why

we live like this?

*

Tell me where our time went

And if it was time well spent.

Just don't let me fall asleep

Feeling empty again...

'Cause I fear I might break

And I fear I can't take it

Some night I'll lie awake

Feeling empty...

*

If you wanna play it like a game,

Well, come on, come on, let's play!

'Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending

Then have to forget you for one whole minute.

*

You're what keeps me believing

the world's not long dead,

strength in my bones

put the words in my head

when they pour out to paper -

it's all for you

cuz that's what you do.

*

Keep me safe inside,

your arms like towers

tower over me.